Not feeling it
I’ve had a hell of a time getting my head into work the past couple of days. It quite sure what it’s about, though I have my suspicions. That said, I’ve been thinking about the ebbs and flows of energy, and how we can sometimes not have much say in when things are up and when they are down. I suspect that some of us are more prone to these sorts of swings. I’m okay with that. Rather, I’m getting better at being okay with that. The part of me that thinks that I should look like the most adjusted people I know kicks and screams for sure. But I’m learning to be with that part too. This is a big party. It’d be nice for everyone to be welcome.